Do I struggle with acceptance or do I struggle with the fact that I cant stand the idea of not being loved by someone, not matter who that person is.
Is my pride being hurt?
The point is, what should I do? What decision would I have made in the past? would I have been really worried for not being loved by someone?
I always had this idea that nothing that is not worthy for my life has to be thrown away. Is it really what I have to do? Is it right if I am or I act like a perfet jerk? I loved doing that in the past. (sorry Lord for I've sinned)
One step away...

and they finally made it! Welcome to Argentina! Marie is taking the picture
( I guess! )

Nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight.

what's missing??

Fabbie talking to himself...
I dont wanna lose heart!
I want to believe, like (wallace) does.
I will never be on the wrong side again.

(Braveheart's line)

If only I could turn back time...

This is me, fabbie...and I am completely out of my mind…I have gone nuts…I have a screw loose…I am insane…I am crazy…
We all have moments when we wish we could change something…right or wrong…correct a mistake...just do it all over again...
What would I do if I had the chance to change something from my past?

Would I do it? should I do it? Wouldn’t I be acting selfishly trying to fix things that didn’t work out that well, just for the sake of not feeling guilty? Wouldn’t I be playing to be God? Why to change something that was meant to be? Would it make any sense being the only one who can witness those changes? No mistakes means perfection…is that what is it all about? Are we so cocky as to think that we deserve the right to experience that “gift”?